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2007-08-20 - 1:58 a.m.

argh.
I realise i only turn to the blog in my most troubled times.
Let's do a breakdown.
Wait. I AM having the breakdown.

Ever since advanced phase in ETI i kinda had a deterioating skin problem and it really makes me feel more and more.... inferior i guess. All those time i scoffed at others with bad skin.. seems as though its all coming back to me now. No matter how much facial care products(think pola) it's really.... no use at all.
Maybe i should just head out less often, and sleep in more, drink up more, wash up more.

And maybe i havent given time to God.
I feel like i've totally been out of touch with him spiritually, and i continually persuade myself into going to church. To put up with a pretence? or maybe just so people won't think i'm a backslider of sorts?i can't seem to grow more spiritually, maybe i ought to find time to reflect upon this.

I dunno wth happened the other day at play, i'm surprised i actually LIKED the bad things i did.

This is all not good.

I'm gonna pray.

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